i just woke up from a dream. i couldn't remember the whole dream, only the last 5 minutes of my dream i could remember...
it was when an Indian staff of a private centre, some sort of viral infection care centre, told my Indian lady boss, that a patient has shown some improvement from 5% to 10% chances of survival. according to him, the patient was singing a line from a song, "i change for my feet.....". it sounds like that song gave the patient hope to survive. and when he told that to my lady boss, i was surprised, because my dear wrote that song, during her free time, long time ago. i didn't tell my boss who wrote the song.
i try to google search that part of the song, but i couldn't find it. but i found a video that is so moving, that it gave us hope.

Robbie Seay Band - Song Of Hope

after like 5 minutes, the staff told my boss another patient show some improvement too. although the percentage of improvement doesn't rise much, but it shows that song of hope can give the motivation to anyone that is feeling down, depressed, dying, hopeless and some other pessimistic thought.

so, when i'm about to punch out my card, straight away i head to my home. immediately i search for my dear, and told her about the incident that happened at the centre. then she search for the song she wrote on a piece of paper, and showed it to me. i was written like somewhere on February, dunno what date, dunno what year. then i sing along the song together with her.

during singing, that time was like almost 8pm, suddenly my lady boss came to my house, crying. she told me that her grandma just passed away. come on, she just saw some improvements on her patients, and now her grandma just passed away. what is this? it's so unfair.

and that's how it ended when i woke up..and i dunno what happens next....